Monday 8 February 1999

Pic of the day: The half-naked truth.
(Optional song clip by Leonard Cohen.)

I'm seriously rethinking my website, now that my Daggerfall pages are moving out on their own. I guess the rest of the site will get a more personal flavor. Then again I don't want it to be just a letter home.

I feel that I really have a lot to tell, being unique. Then again, we're all unique. Still, I'd think people might wonder why I am like I am. Why don't I have a television like other humans? Why don't I have a car or even a driver's license? If I think I am so smart, why don't I have higher education and a well-paid job? And why would a genius be a Christian? Why would a Christian read the Koran/Quoran, Bhagavadgita and Dhammapada? Why do I almost never see my family, who I sincerely like and respect, while others who hate their family hang out with them all the time? Why don't I have a family of my own? Why don't I tell this mysterious "Supergirl" that I love her? And if I don't love her, why am I acting like a lovesick pigeon?
There are reasons for all of the above, some of them good. And that's just scratching the surface, really.

In short, I have a feeling that I've not been showing the real me, but a heavily censored version indistinguishable from your average nerd. This is probably going to change, but I'm not sure how fast or how far.

P.S: My news server is strange today, there is next to no new posts in any of my favorite newsgroups. Given that my mail server is in the same company, I may not have received any mail you sent me last day or so.

Well, you can still look in Rosa's Wardrobe.

Visit the Diary Farm for the diaries I've put out to pasture until they buy the farm:
January 1999
December 1998
November 1998