Slice of Chaotic Life

The daily life of a celibate middle-aged man.

Migraine day

Posted by Itlandm on June 8, 2012

Shortly after arriving at work, I had one of my rare migraine attacks. I don’t think I read in sunshine today – that has always been the trigger before – but it did happen shortly after my commute, as it did last time. It was subtly different today: Instead of the subtle start with a slowly expanding ring of glitter filled with emptiness, I had two lines of small but distinct geometric shapes shining with bright colors. Before that, I closed my eyes and saw a beautiful blue light. It was much more saturated with blue color than the sky, which is light blue; this was darker blue in a sense, but it was still light, if that makes sense. Just a bluer light. That gave me a small shock, because of my particular relationship with the color blue. But by the time the shining shapes occurred (in two lines, above and below my center of view) it was pretty clear that it must be migraine.

The nausea and headache lasted pretty much exactly the duration of the workday. I stayed at work as I was not really in shape to go home before that, but I could not in good conscience claim the time as work, so I registered it as sick leave. By the time I went home, I felt better. Today was one of the rare days when it rains (rare for the south coast of Norway, a generally sunny place except a few weeks in summer). So I was shielded from the searing rays of the sun, which is not a welcome sight to migrained eyes! I recovered enough to eat two large boxes of yogurt during the evening, having lost quite a bit of the content of my digestive tract over the course of the day. By bedtime I was pretty much back to normal.

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Jaw update

Posted by Itlandm on June 6, 2012

Today my upper jaw, and generally right side of my face, hurt like they haven’t done since a couple days after the surgery. (And sometimes before it, admittedly.) But at least there is no visible swelling.

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Look! No exercise!

Posted by Itlandm on June 4, 2012

By now, I was getting so stiff and sore that I took a whole day off. Except for the necessary walking in my commute, I just stayed indoors and relaxed. I could need some more sleep though, I think. On the bright side, my jaw seems fine today.

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Just a small walk… eh…

Posted by Itlandm on June 3, 2012

I don’t believe in “biorhythms” except the obvious ones, the days and the seasons, but it is a fact that lately I feel kind of run down, sore and tired and needing more sleep. Which, unfortunately, I tend to deny myself because my best ideas invariably crop up around 11PM.

I meant to take just a short walk, perhaps half an hour on flat terrain. No jogging. Just a leisurely walk. Well, it ended up about one hour and ten minutes. But I did not jog. Rather, I walked over two hills, with long steep slopes. So, uh, basically the same intensity as jogging, but harder on the knees because of the long downhills. -_- It kind of just happened.

Tomorrow I will definitely do better. Or, in this case, less.

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Return of the jaw

Posted by Itlandm on June 2, 2012

Things have been pretty unexciting lately, I guess. But late tonight there is a distinct pressure in my upper jaw again, on the right side where I had the surgery. I actually felt the pressure in my palate first, but now also further up. Basically it seems that despite removing the root, the infection has come back. Or perhaps it is a neighboring tooth, I cannot pinpoint it quite that exactly. There is no visible swelling, at least yet.

I still have some of the antibiotic that kills pretty much everything. Probably enough to kill off these bacteria. Certainly enough to give me a new month of diarrhea. Perhaps I should try sleep first. It is said to be good for your health, usually.

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Lowering my standard pulse

Posted by Itlandm on May 30, 2012

I have watched carefully, and I definitely get winded at a lower pulse than before. That is not a good sign, or at least not in itself. The context is kind of puzzling.

Literally overnight, it seems to me, my pulse went down 5-10 beats per minute about a week ago. So it is low even compared to what I was used to, which was pretty low. But this time it is not my resting pulse. It is my working pulse. But the thing is, I still get winded at the same speed and distance as before, even though my pulse is lower at that point. Actually, I seem to get winded slightly easier than before.

This makes a kind of sense, for the oxygen saturation in the blood depends on the function of both lungs and heart. The faster and deeper I breathe, the more oxygen there is in my lungs; and the more blood that flows through the lungs, the more of that oxygen is brought to the body and eventually the brain stem that regulates both the pulse and the breathing. If my lungs work as before, my heart is as strong as before, but beats more slowly, then less blood is going through the lungs and a little less oxygen is carried around. The difference is quite small, since the pulse is less than 10 BPM slower (like 130 instead of 140, for example). But I seem to get winded quicker when jogging and breathe deeper when walking fast.

In contrast to this, I seem to be able to go faster further before my legs get heavy. Early in the month, just after I had learned that I could jog without falling over dead at once, I could jog on the bridges during my first half-hour round (the bridges are from 10-15 minutes from start) but not on my second round (where the bridges are 40-45 minutes from start, obviously). By then my feet were too heavy for jogging. Now, there is no noticeable difference between the first and second round. Of course, I can still only jog short stretches if I don’t want to trigger my asthma, but I can now do this more often for longer. I don’t think that is related to the lower pulse though. It seems to have happened more gradually, and is really what you would expect. If people do something almost every day, their body will adapt to it, within reason. And this exercise is very much within reason.

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Short work trip

Posted by Itlandm on May 29, 2012

When I remembered that I was going on a mobile software course today, it was already late for a good night’s sleep. As can be expected for a viewpoint character, this triggered my asylum-seeking neighbors to holler more and further into the small hours than they have done lately. That alone could not keep me awake after five months of getting used to them, so they somehow set off some kind of alarm. Probably nothing important, but it sounded vaguely similar to my fire alarm. Took me some time to get back to sleep after that. Around 5 in the morning there was loud talking upstairs again. I hope they sleep when I’m at work, or their health will suffer. Anyway, they are not always this loud, only when I don’t have a chance to go to sleep early or get up late. That’s a small price I pay for being a viewpoint character and have the visible world throw unlikely coincidences at me to make my life story interesting.

Despite the lack of sleep (but with more delta brainwave entrainment than in a long time), I managed to stay awake during the whole course, only yawning occasionally. So that’s good. It probably helps that it was a topic I am really interested in, and which should help me do a better job helping our customers.

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Oh no! I forgot!

Posted by Itlandm on May 28, 2012

I think I am supposed to be in Grimstad tomorrow morning for a course. I knew it was this week but I did not consider that it might be the day after a holy day. (Monday is Second Day of Pentecost, which is the equivalent of a Sunday here.) For the first time in a year or so, I don’t even have my work computer with me at home this weekend. That should have made me suspicious all on its own, but I had a really good reason: I was taking the new laptop back on Friday, and even my subconscious can’t destroy a computer power supply – or can it?

No matter. I’ve set the alarm to crazy early in the morning. Let’s see if I can actually make it.

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Slowing down further

Posted by Itlandm on May 28, 2012

Today I could not get my pulse up to normal exercise levels. It remained around 110 except when I was jogging on recently had been, but jogging was hard. My legs were tired, perhaps from yesterday, or perhaps because of the low pulse, I am not sure. I jogged as much as I could, until I was close to getting winded (I don’t want to trigger an asthma attack). Jogging was unpleasant, my legs feeling heavy. But my pulse stayed lower than it used to, and soon went back down to around 110 again. Toward the end of the hour-long walk it was up to 115 though.

Either my superpowers are manifesting more for each day, or I am sick somehow. The headache tonight argues for the second. My stress level of 2% argues for the first. (As measured by Azumio StressCheck). That’s pretty much as close to Nirvana you can come without dying, I guess.

This weird thought has been coming and going for a couple days now. That somehow the esoteric stuff may be spilling over into my bodily life. I have no idea whether this is a good thing or a bad thing. Probably it is just another coincidence.

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Slowing down

Posted by Itlandm on May 27, 2012

As I strapped on my wrist watch today, it showed 55 beats per minute. Standing up. That’s what used to be my resting pulse. Back then I was worried because it was lower than usual. Since then, everyone has told me that this is wonderful. I guess it still is. But my heart is beating slower and slower – not just by the year anymore, but seemingly by the week or day. Well, it sped up to near normal levels after that, but I am not sure if that was because of the shock of seeing it so low, or whether that first measurement was wrong somehow.

I walked for an hour, and the heart rate was back to normal. But no more. There is no increase after 40 minutes anymore. A little later I walked another hour. Still no increase. My legs get tired eventually, especially since I jog short stretches when my pulse falls to 115 or below.  But my body seems to have changed in some way again.

Everyone is so happy for me, but I am worried and don’t understand what’s happening to my body. I sound like a woman who is pregnant for the first time. Well, a point of empathy gained, for the duration.

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