Saturday 21 December 2002

Pic of the day: Perhaps I'll put a picture here sometime. Now sleep.

A few words

I wrecked a perfectly good PC by buying a GeForce 3 card and putting in. I am not in a good mood.

I am supposed to travel to Oslo tomorrow morning to spend the week with my best friend and her family. I am not very motivated for that either, truth to tell. I haven't seen her in many months. This would be a good time to drop the whole thing, with the least possible pain for all involved. It's not like we owe each other anything in any way.

I don't really want to be reminded of why I love her like myself. I don't really want to do that. It is a pointless thing and not suited for me. I have wasted some money buying tickets, is that really a good excuse to also waste my time? I am fine here. I like it here. I like to be alone. And I don't need to be reminded of the lives I didn't live.

I'll sleep on it.