Closing the barn door…

Norway has ordered two shots of Mexican “swine” flu vaccine for each citizen.  The vaccine is expected to arrive in November.  The flu is expected to be endemic in Norway in September.

It is important to be seen doing something, even if “something” is  wasting the tax money.

Another thunder day

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After I came home from work, there was still sunshine, at least part of the time, but the wind was nice so it was quite comfortable to mow some lawn.  The grass has started growing again after the rains earlier this week, but not by much yet.  It was easy going.  I went back in, checked my favorite web sites and paid my bills for the month.  The first of them was due today.  I used Net bank, of course. Some of my bills come only to my net bank now, no paper. It is slightly disturbing to depend so much on the Net when I think back only a few years, when I was a customer of Telenor, Norway’s largest ISP.  At that time I was sometimes without Internet access for both one week and two.  Luckily I have been spared that after I switched to LOS (now NextGenTel).

Later in the afternoon, clouds came running in from the east, a rare thing.  The wind is usually from the west when there is wind at all.  A local friend had already mentioned on Twitter that a thunderstorm was predicted, and soon the first flash of light was seen as the land beneath the clouds was cast into darkness as if it were already evening.  I turned off my computers an network and this time I even disconnected the phone cable.  I did keep the laptop running though. In fact I installed Sims 3 on it.  It is not nearly up to the performance of the quad-core and tri-core desktops, but Sims 3 runs well enough.  And playing it with the touch screen is an added bonus.  As with most laptops, the main problem is that the game does not run much faster when the sim is sleeping, but that’s where you take a short break.

I also took 18 minutes to meditate to LifeFlow 7, which uses the frequency of the Schumann Resonance, which is itself powered by electric activity in the atmosphere.  It seemed fitting. Especially since LF7 uses rain and thunder as its soundscape.  (Each track has a distinct soundscape that overlays and camouflages the sounds that create the brainwave entrainment.)  The sound track is quite realistic – I could barely hear the difference when I took my headphones off.

The thunderstorm must have lasted longer than it felt like, because it was dark for real when it finally left, and closing in on midnight.  Even on the very southern edge of Norway, the night is still very short. A couple hours after midnight, then it will start brightening again.  I better be in bed before that!

I tend to sleep too little, although I have less problems with it now.  I give some credit to the brainwave entrainment programs.  I tend to use LifeFlow before bedtime and Holosync in the morning, although I plan to phase out Holosync when I get the lower levels of LifeFlow.  LF7 is still the lowest I have though, and I mainly use 8, probably will for a long time yet. Although I do experiment with 7 now and then, as mentioned above.

Oh, and I found one of the few magazines that survived the move. It was an issue of Wired from 1997, cover article “The Long Boom”.  I wanted to write about that, but it is already midnight so you get this instead.

Time reversal again?

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According to conventional wisdom, cause comes before effect.   But not for me, evidently.

Yesterday on my way to the morning commute bus, I suddenly found myself humming a couple lines from a song I had almost forgotten.  It was probably written for children, pure comedy (at least as we saw it then, adults may have thought differently) about the Wild West not being the same anymore. The song was popular when I grew up, but I haven’t heard it much later, perhaps I don’t listen to kid radio.  (I should perhaps change that, as the kid radio station is my favorite in Sims 3…)  In any case, I haven’t heard the song in years, and this is important.

I noticed and was glad, because silly as it was, it was an improvement over the one that has been stuck in my brain all weekend.  (Unfortunately that earworm returned soon after and is still around unless I play something else every now and then.) Anyway, I got on the bus and soon started reading a magazine.  Near the end of the trip, about half an hour after I had brought up those couple lines from the childish song, I read the exact same lines quoted in an article about languages dying out.

It is the first time I have ever seen that song quoted in print, I am pretty sure.  And I haven’t thought about it for years.  Yet the exact same couple lines came to my mind half an hour before I read them.   If they had done so half an hour later instead, the causality would have been obvious. As it is, however…

This is not the first time, you know.  I wrote about the time I was walking along a country road and started thinking about how things would have turned out if the tricycle had become popular instead of the bicycle in our part of the world.  (It is, from what I see, a lot more common in Asia than here.)  As I was thinking about this, an adult tricycle came out from a side road. Because of the trees I had had no possibility to see the tricycle before I started thinking about it, and I had not seen it before nor have I seen it since.  I am not sure I have actually seen any adult trike before or after, they are not popular in Norway. In any case they have been exceedingly rare in my life.

Then there was the time when I heard for the first time a beautiful song (performed by Olav Stedje, I am pretty sure, but I have been unable to find it after the coming of Google these many years later).  It was about the arrival of his child and the deep feeling of connection he felt with it, as if the two of them had been together in the before-life and had become separated for a while due to his incarnation, but were now together again.  That morning just before I woke up, I had the only dream I know of in which I was a father and was looking forward to coming home to my children.  It is true that I often dream about strange things, but not this particular thing, and the timing was suspicious to say the least.

Then there was the time when I played a song on my cassette radio (I am old) and then switched to the radio, which was playing the same song.  Now that is what I call synchronicity, but not perfect synchronicity:  That was another time when I tried to change the volume of the song I was playing and found that I had not yet turned it on – the neighbor was playing it loudly just as I thought I had turned on my discman.

Anyway.  Effect precedes cause.  Not good for the fabric of spacetime, one would think.

Berry time already

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Redcurrant. There are also blackcurrant nearby.

Today is a beautiful Monday. It rained in the morning and was rather chilly for summer, but by the end of the workday a faint sun was shining. I left my umbrella and jacket at work. Perhaps next time it will be sun in the morning and rain in the afternoon. Probably not though, since I already had three other umbrellas there. But you never know.

The temperature inside is just perfect, around 25 degrees Celsius. That is such that I can wear clothes or not as I choose, indoors. Usually in the summer it is entirely too hot, but if not then it quickly becomes chilly. There are not many days as perfect as this.

After the recent rain, the lawns have started growing again. I took the manual lawnmower to one of them, and noticed that the berry bushes were full of ripe berries. Unfortunately, I don’t like them. We had the same type at home, and they were sour. Only edible with heaps of sugar. Or honey, of course. Even with sugar they were still sour, even when they were fully ripe. Much more than strawberries and raspberries. And even those were sourer than the wild ones, which I loved. I could eat lots and lots of wild raspberries, which grew all around wherever there were broken stones. And there were a lot of broken stones in our valley.

But enough of that. I suppose I would be the nearest to harvest these bushes, since I am renting the house, and the landlord has not shown up for a long time now. It will only be a matter of days – this week, probably – before the berries are overripe and start rotting. Actually today would be a good day to harvest them. But that is kind of pointless if I don’t eat them. And despite my general low carbon footprint and stuff (which is mostly by accident anyway), I just know the berries would rot in the fridge even more surely than outside.

Last year some unknown woman harvested the bushes. I think it was one of the neighbors but I am not absolutely sure. I just observed her through the window. Actually I was kind of relieved. Perhaps the landlord – or his mother or grandmother – had told them it was OK. In any case, I don’t think I will go ask my neighbors to harvest the berries. Perhaps the birds will do it if we don’t do anything. Birds need to live too. But with the neighbor having half a dozen cats (or some such) birds are not too frequent flyers around here either.

I honestly have no idea why nearly all cultivated fruits and berries here in Norway are sour. Perhaps Norwegians, except me, like them that way. Given that several of the native berries are sweeter, it is hardly an act of God at least.

Writing a little

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This would have been more relevant if it was a teacher jumping out the window.

Wrote a bit on the high school story again. I caved in and wrote the unveiling of the secret in at the end of chapter 2 and the beginning of chapter 3.  The truth is, the main character was painfully boring without it.  I would have liked to drag it out, with him not understanding why he was constantly harassed by his teacher, but he really lacks the depth of character to be interesting as a human.  This is not a good thing.  This story will definitely need a reboot at some time if it is ever to be readable.  Perhaps for NaNoWriMo this year or the next, Light willing.

I have watched a good deal of high school anime this weekend, but I did not really feel inspired.  I also found a song that inspired me a little, but just a tiny bit.  Truth be told, the most effective inspiration seems to be looking at the story and then taking a walk.

Daggerfall legal download!

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Typical shop in Daggerfall.  Shops that sell Daggerfall, however, have been absent for quite some time.  Luckily, you can now download it for free.

The greatest computer role playing game ever made, if we ignore the primitive graphics at least, is now released on Bethsoft’s Elder Scrolls download Page. There is also a link to DOSBOX, a program that will run old MS-DOS games in Windows (or Linux, supposedly even Mac).

This means nobody needs to mail me and ask for a copy of Daggerfall anymore because they let someone borrow the disk and never got it back or the toddler broke it or they could not find it on Ebay.

I have written extensively about Daggerfall during my first years of the Chaos Node: The game was my constant companion from some time before this and until I no longer had any computers old enough to play it.  Then I wrote about it again in January when DOSBox finally could run it in the official version.  (There were tweaks to do it before, but I never got it to work then.)

I know that to a number of people I am “Mr Daggerfall”, not least here in Norway where my reviews in Databladet were laying the groundwork for the popularity of the Elder Scrolls series here.  Unfortunately Databladet went the way of all flesh, and we who worked for it drifted apart.  This also largely happened to alt.games.daggerfall eventually, the Usenet group where I made a number of interesting friends. Good times were had by all, as we gathered to swap tales of our exploits.

None of these things will come back, this is the nature of time and the world.  But at least it is now possible for anyone who wants, to play the game for free.

New router – sort of

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New router. And hopefully better.

Continued from yesterday.

It was a good thing I had the old D-Link router lying in the cupboard, since otherwise I would have been limited to one computer at a time like other humans.  With the spare router in use, however, I no longer had a spare router.  So I went to the electronics shop today looking for a new one.

I first looked for one of those that send signals through the mains wiring rather than radio waves, but there was none. I guess it is an idea whose time has gone.  But there were several models of both D-Link and Jensen (the one that stopped working was a Jensen. The ones they sell now boast a 20 year warranty.  Perhaps the one I had also had that, but the receipt was no doubt lost in the move is not before.) There was also an even more obscure brand than Jensen, so obscure that I don’t even remember it now.  That’s a pretty strong hint that I did not buy that brand.  In the end, I bought another D-link.  While I liked Jensen better, and they certainly are easier to set up and control, I have a deep distrust in electronics that are on the verge of catching fire even during normal use.  After all, I am descended from thousands of people who did not die in fires, or at least not before passing on their genes.  In this particular regard I would like to follow in their footsteps.

The old D-Link router is remarkably cool.  Mostly in the temperature sense, although the design is also more attractive than the flat square-edged block I’ve grown used to over the years. The new model looks different, unfortunately, even smaller and almost as square, but with pretty green lights in front.  It is also faster in its wireless transfer, although I am not sure if the receiving units on the old computers at least can handle more speed.  The latest laptop probably can, though. One of the attractions of a wireless network is being able to escape the heat in the underground basement with a good laptop and still have access not only to Internet but to all my music and all my documents through the local network.  Although today was not hot enough to warrant hiding in the washer room, such days may soon come again.  It was warmer than yesterday already.

The new router, despite being even smaller and having a stronger signal, is barely lukewarm. I am not too happy about it having a stronger signal either, it being barely a yard away from my brain.  On the other hand, my old PC in the living room now has Very Good signal instead of varying between Low and Very Low, with the occasional No Signal. (And that was with the Jensen.  With the old D-Link there was now no hint that the network even existed.)   Perhaps I should spend more time in the living room now?  It is for the most part cooler too.

I had to change the password of my local network. I suppose I could have just left it open, so any neighbors could benefit from the amazing upgraded capacity as well.  (No reason before to worry about that when I barely had signal in the living room.)  But this is not only a connection of Internet access, but also a local network. While I don’t begrudge my neighbors my music or my anime collection, I would have had to find some way to password protect the folder with sexy pictures of myself and the imaginary girlfriend.  (Just because you’re imaginary does not mean you can’t be sexy. In fact, I suspect the only sexy pictures of me are imaginary too…)

Anyway, the old router goes back to the cupboard, the new router works like a charm, Opera Unite still doesn’t work (but then again it hasn’t after the first few days) and I have to find out again, for the third time, how to make the same hole in all three of the firewalls between my computer and the Internet:  The Windows firewall, the router firewall and the modem firewall. At least there should only be one new unit to learn this time. Whee.

The packaging claims that it also supports Wii, Xbox Live and PS3, so perhaps it also supports the Nintendo DS, which I never got to run before.  Then again the old network supported the PSP, not that I use the PSP except a brief burst a couple times a year.

But right now, I want to be lazy.

Thunder and router

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Old router brought back after years in a dusty plastic bag.

Last night as I was about to go to bed, very sleepy, I thought I heard far-off thunder.  I turned off all the computers and the network (router and ADSL modem) and disconnected them from the mains.  I did not however unplug the phone cables.  Perhaps I should have, but probably it would have made no difference.

When I woke up, it had rained but was already clearing up.  The air stayed cooler both indoors and outdoors for all of the day.  But I could not connect to the Internet.  I decided to give it time and went to work. It has happened before during thunderstorm season that the ISP’s node has been out of commission for a few hours.  But when I returned, I still could not get online.

Still, there was something strange going on.  My Winamp Remote icon in the Windows tray showed that I was connected, although I had been unable to connect to it from work.  (I often play music at work from my hard disk at home, now that I have transferred all my CDs to hard disk.) When I tried to load a page, it started, seemed to load a tiny bit of it, but then gave up.  And when I ran network diagnosis on the Vista machine, it said I was connected to the Internet after I fiddled a bit with the cables.  (I am not sure that was actually necessary.)  I even got City of Heroes running on that machine. It took some tries to get connected, but once it hooked up, the speed was just fine.  Still, I could not load web pages on any of my computers, nor connect the LiveJournal client or Opera Unite.  Something was amiss.

I unplugged the WAN cable from the home network router and plugged it straight in my main PC.  It warned me that there might be limited or no connection, but moments later I could connect to everything at the speed I have purchased and then some. Of course the other machines were now disconnected from the Net.  The main problem with this was that I could not dualbox in City of Heroes.

Lately, after  days of a strict Sims 3 gaming diet, I have returned to City of Heroes. My imaginary girlfriend, who for good measure roleplays my imaginary wife in that particular game, has several characters around level 30 on Virtue, the unofficial official roleplaying server.  (There are no official roleplaying servers, but the players have decided on this one for roleplaying.) Anyway, level 30 is a good time to start on the zone Brickstown, which has a nice mix of smaller and larger groups of villains shortly after you leave the train station. Well, the short of it is that my imaginary female companion has mostly support characters, defenders and controllers, which are not all that good at playing alone.  Sometimes she gets a spot on some random team, but if not I will log on one of my official characters and help her out. I have a number of tankers and scrappers on Virtue, which go well with her defenders and controllers respectively.  (By “her” I am referring to an imaginary player, but the dynamic would be the same with real players.)

Because of all this I really wanted to have at least two computers online, but I could only get one to work.  On the other hand, when the router was connected, I could call up shared files on another local computer in the blink of an eye.  Clearly both the router and the ADSL modem worked, but somehow it seemed that they hated each other’s guts.  I could even connect to the modem through the router from my PC, so clearly the connection was there. But the router did not want to route data to and from the Internet.

I am not sure the thunder was part of this at all, truth to tell. The surge would have needed to go through the modem without hurting it, then hitting the router, yet doing so little damage that it could do anything else than load web pages.  Suspicious.  If we exclude malicious intent, the most likely cause is probably overheating.  The Jensen router is very compact and gets hot even in winter. In summer it is disturbingly hot to the touch and could really have needed some cooling.  It may be too late now, however.

Around bedtime I decided to fetch the old router, which I had stopped using sometime before I moved here.  The problem was that its wireless network was very weak and had a ridiculously small radius, something like the size of my previous living room.  I did not get a good connection from my bedroom. There may have been other issues too, but if so I have forgotten them.  One nice thing about it is, it is much less hot.  I unplugged the old and plugged everything into the even older, which had spent the last several years in a dusty plastic bag in my cupboard. It did not work.  I was not too surprised.  I had a new ISP since then, probably two.  I found the user manual (which was on a CD) and managed to log into the router. Here I changed the setup from PPPOE to Dynamic something, and within a minute the computers were connected!  Good as new!

Happy ending, except that I was now extremely sleepy again and also felt a little sick. I went to bed, the computers happily chatting with the Internet.

To be continued?

Cryptomnesia strikes again?

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Warning! Girl invading personal space! Danger! Danger! Retreat!

Today I watched again the beginning of the anime “Please Teacher” (better known by its original name Onegai Teacher).  I was surprised to see that the scene where the class meets its new teacher was very similar to the same scene in my work in progress, tentatively named “When the Student is Ready“.  (This is not at all related to this book which I have definitely not seen before or even heard of until tonight.)

Anyway, the flash of recognition made me briefly wonder whether the beginning of my story was merely a rewrite of this scene in the anime (and manga, which I bought before I saw the anime).  Ove corresponds closely to the hormone-driven Hyosuke in the anime (although they do not look alike, perhaps I should write more about that.)  They are both loudly excited about the appearance of a beautiful young female teacher, and instantly attracted to her.  The other supporting character, Cecilie, fills the same role as Koishi: She is a childhood friend of the main character and pretty obvious in her attempts to approach him romantically, but he is completely oblivious.

Yet a little afterthought shows that these two sterotypes are extremely common in high school anime.  In fact, there are probably fewer teen anime without some version of them than with. In particular, the overly close childhood friend is a standard rival in pretty much any “harem” anime, a genre often based on dating games in which a single boy relates to a number of young women at the same time before some event makes him realize which one is the right one for him.  Much to my disappointment, the childhood friend almost never wins in the anime.  The only exception I can think of is the original To Heart.  Unfortunately, Cecilie can’t win either.  Sorry!  I kind of like her already, but the plot is a harsh mistress.

Speaking of the plot, I am in an unusual situation, for me. Usually when I start a new story, I have several early chapters and the very end, and somewhere between these I run into a big black hole and can’t get from here to there.  But with this, the gaping hole is early.  I need to establish the characters as believable before I introduce the unbelievable stuff. But I don’t even like to read stories like that, much less write them.  I much prefer books that start in the middle of the fantastic action and then looks back on how it got that way.  Perhaps I will reboot the story to make it so.  Reboots is something I do sometimes anyway.  Regular readers may remember that I even once dreamed that the world in which I lived was about to be rebooted! People were advised to hide in the cracks and “not think of authors”…

Perhaps more anime can help inspire me to write about the more or less ordinary lives of ordinary young people.  It’s not like I can draw on my own memories in that regard. By the middle of high school, I already inspired shock and awe (mostly shock, I guess), confusion, contempt, admiration and worry.  In fact, I come across as far more normal now.  I guess I have become better at hiding how alien I really am, even as I continue my alienation. Actually, I guess that when I was young, I did not know how boring humans really were.  Even in fiction, there is no way I would write about characters as boring as my reader’s classmates. If I did, why read my story in the first place?

Oh, and cryptomnesia  means a hidden memory, where you remember something but think you have come up with it yourself or by supernatural inspiration.  Just in case you did not know.  As a friend says to our main character:  “Nobody in your socioeconomic group knows what a socioeconomic group is.”

Heat wave

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Even the characters in the anime “Lucky Star” talk about global warming when the weather is hot.

These have been two hot weeks, despite a couple days with at least some hours of overcast. The heat just seems to build up, and by now I am reduced to wringing a thin shirt in lukewarm water and wear it. That way the water that evaporates does not come from my own body, at least.  Earlier years I have had bad leg cramps in the summer, which one doctor believed came from not drinking enough water. I am not sure about that, it seems I eat very few things that contain less than 90% water: Yogurt, yogurt ice cream, juice mixed with water, soda mixed with water.  Well, a couple bananas this weekend.  But mostly very watery stuff.

I can certainly imagine elderly, severely disabled people dying from this heat.  Although in Norway, it is mostly the winter who culls the elderly population.  As long as they stay indoors and keep the heating on and dress in warm clothes, they are fine, but of course at some point they venture outside and their hearts go poof.  In comparison, the summer is a minor problem, at least for now, and in most of the country.  But heat waves like these certainly do push the border.

An online friend rages today because most people don’t know the difference between weather and climate.  “It’s so hot, it must be the global warming!”  “No, there is no global warming, for it was so cold this winter.”  I kind of feel her pain.  But in America it is even worse, because not just opinions but even factual climate data depend on what party you vote for, and this again depends on your opinion of abortion and your grandmother.  I joke that if this continues, eventually one day they will wake up and find that everyone from the other party is just gone, kinda like the Rapture.  Because their two worlds will have moved so far apart that they can no longer see each other.  Wouldn’t that make an awesome SF story at least?  Perhaps there is a transition phase in which Democrats appear ghostlike and foggy to Republicans, and the other way around, and most people don’t notice because they habitually avoid them anyway.  And then they’re just gone. Woo!

What do you mean, heat gone to my head?  The voices in my head say they are just fine.

Happy 4th of July, by the way! I hope the terrain is less tinder-like than here if you’re having fireworks.